01. Growing Ugly

from Mutants by pantsofdeath

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I used to look at my reflection
and be ok with what I saw
now mirrors make me change direction
I can't bear to see them anymore

hair and grease and scaly skin
the cage I move my soul about in
mucus membranes, clogged up pores
scars and fat and grosser flaws

my hide no longer seems to fit me
I am not the shape I was once in
my body seems to work against me
I'm like a stranger in my skin

every day
every day I'm growing
every day
every day I', growing ugly

Help me please I'm fighting my mutation
Help me please I'm trying not to change
Help me stop this awful transformation
Help me stop my body rearrange

Dont make me see myself
the way that others see me

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from Mutants, released April 11, 2017

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pantsofdeath Sydney, Australia

PantsOfDeath is one of many projects by Jon Rawlinson. Jon has been making iOS music for 10 years creating dark electronic and industrial tracks, frequently flavoured with gallows humour or plain silliness that hark back to PantsOfDeath's origins as an online comic. ... more

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